In a web of lies she lays
Crying tear less hoping to be found
Sorrow her life
Sadness her days
Nobody tried to find
The girl who lost her way
When she went
It was all smiles and cheers
But when lost she became
Nobody dared find her
Still she came back alive
But dead wholly from the inside
Nothing brought a smile to her
For everything she did was fake
Soon enough she forgot herself
And became just a dream in the mist
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Saturday, September 17, 2011
My Lost Love
This is killing me and I had to make a poem on it because of the dreams I had on it. You can ask whatever you want and I'll (Try) to answer
In the moonlight
I reached out my hand
I grabbed someone who spun me
His eyes a deep midnight blue
And slowly he kissed me
Then he vanished as if a dream
Of one sad, lonely night
As I awoke
A sense of longing
Tore me up and filled me
But then as I stared
At a huge glass mirror
I already knew the answer
To my unsaid question
'He is lost, never to be mine'
I whispered softly
Just to remind myself of what
Love I had forsaken
And as I said the words
A strange pain struck my chest
All again the pain was felt
The longing that I though lost
But it was something I had done wholly
Not another silly joke
All in my senses I'd promised
To never fall in love
And yet here I stood
Feeling very lost
'Who would would love me anyways?'
I questioned myself and laughed
As the night moved on and day came
All I could think of was him
Because no matter how much I tried
I'd never stop dreaming
Of the boy who'd come to me
And torment me in sleep
With soft kisses placed carefully
With the simplest of words
My lover who I can never meet
The one who rules my dreams
Who captures my thoughts
With his smiling face
And lovely little phrases
So that whenever I wake
He'll vanish like smoke
And be replaced by my dark, cold room
I promised just once
I never held my tongue
And the words they flowed so easily while I dreamed
And even then I couldn't quite control the things that I currently feel
And so it has become
Something quite so real
A love that's lost
I cannot return
To trying to keep away
Instead I'll stay and act
As if it's really just a dream
To keep my love at bay
I won't even sleep
I'll take away the things that even remind me of him
Just because I know
That I had made one promise
And it will always stay
As my lost love...
In the moonlight
I reached out my hand
I grabbed someone who spun me
His eyes a deep midnight blue
And slowly he kissed me
Then he vanished as if a dream
Of one sad, lonely night
As I awoke
A sense of longing
Tore me up and filled me
But then as I stared
At a huge glass mirror
I already knew the answer
To my unsaid question
'He is lost, never to be mine'
I whispered softly
Just to remind myself of what
Love I had forsaken
And as I said the words
A strange pain struck my chest
All again the pain was felt
The longing that I though lost
But it was something I had done wholly
Not another silly joke
All in my senses I'd promised
To never fall in love
And yet here I stood
Feeling very lost
'Who would would love me anyways?'
I questioned myself and laughed
As the night moved on and day came
All I could think of was him
Because no matter how much I tried
I'd never stop dreaming
Of the boy who'd come to me
And torment me in sleep
With soft kisses placed carefully
With the simplest of words
My lover who I can never meet
The one who rules my dreams
Who captures my thoughts
With his smiling face
And lovely little phrases
So that whenever I wake
He'll vanish like smoke
And be replaced by my dark, cold room
I promised just once
I never held my tongue
And the words they flowed so easily while I dreamed
And even then I couldn't quite control the things that I currently feel
And so it has become
Something quite so real
A love that's lost
I cannot return
To trying to keep away
Instead I'll stay and act
As if it's really just a dream
To keep my love at bay
I won't even sleep
I'll take away the things that even remind me of him
Just because I know
That I had made one promise
And it will always stay
As my lost love...
Friday, September 16, 2011
The Meadow
There is a meadow
Long and vast
Where I tread
Through unforgotten thoughts
Feeling lonely
Feeling sad
I'll take the lilies
And leave like that
I'll watch the eagles soar across
The deep blue skies where clouds are lost
My heart will ache at the thought
Of leaving my meadow long and vast
For it's one place where I go
To hide my deep and unforgotten sorrow
Even when the peacock's sing
I'll never forget the playful ring
Of the sounds in the meadow
The serene amazing things
That make me so incredibly lonely still
I will leave in a moment
Slowly, surely
I'll pack away
I'll take my basket woven with care
I'll take my lilies gathered right there
I'll leave with my lingering sorrow
Because it's what brings my tomorrow
Long and vast
Where I tread
Through unforgotten thoughts
Feeling lonely
Feeling sad
I'll take the lilies
And leave like that
I'll watch the eagles soar across
The deep blue skies where clouds are lost
My heart will ache at the thought
Of leaving my meadow long and vast
For it's one place where I go
To hide my deep and unforgotten sorrow
Even when the peacock's sing
I'll never forget the playful ring
Of the sounds in the meadow
The serene amazing things
That make me so incredibly lonely still
I will leave in a moment
Slowly, surely
I'll pack away
I'll take my basket woven with care
I'll take my lilies gathered right there
I'll leave with my lingering sorrow
Because it's what brings my tomorrow
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Elemental Feelings
Life is our muse
Yet we don't realize
Inspiration in each step
It fills us with joy
Kindness as deep as the ocean
Just as deep and as wide
Beauty like the earth
Ingrained deep inside
Hope like the air
We need it to survive
And passion like the fire
It burns just as bright
P.S. This poem was during one of my happier moments
Yet we don't realize
Inspiration in each step
It fills us with joy
Kindness as deep as the ocean
Just as deep and as wide
Beauty like the earth
Ingrained deep inside
Hope like the air
We need it to survive
And passion like the fire
It burns just as bright
P.S. This poem was during one of my happier moments
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
For Jasmine
Looking through a mirror,
A girl she saw,
A face like hers’,
With expression unknown,
She touched her face,
With curious wonder,
To realize her faults,
All at once,
‘How lost was I?’
She mused aloud,
Smiling a smile,
That broke the clouds,
Letting go,
Of previous worries,
She found herself,
And vowed,
To never loose,
Herself again
Loveless
Sleepless nights,
Keep me awake,
As I think of you,
Wretched is this feeling,
It makes me fall for you,
Cursed as I may be,
Love you I do,
Yet in return for kindness,
All I get is hate from you,
Once when you smiled for me,
Nothing did I do,
That memory makes my heart ache,
As I think of you,
Forever am I cursed?
Never to be cured?
Not one ounce of love,
Ever to be shown,
That is how I live,
Cursed by love,
I am loveless
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Hades Evernight
Name: Hades Evernight
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Personality: Teasing and fun but can be a bit distant when he's thinking too much about a problem or is uncomfortable with anyone. He has feelings for Iris but never tells her about them because he knows how oblivious she is when it comes to romance.
Description: Light brown haired, Hazel eyed, Lightly tanned skin and a strong tall body. His Wings are black.
Weapons: Uses anything at his disposal but likes using guns if given the chance. He always carries throwing knives with him along with a silenced pistol hidden in his boot. Uses his martial arts skills if required.
Transportation: His wings (When in air), An Aston Martin Vantage GT3 or a 'Borrowed car'
Likes: Iris, The flock, Flying and Sports
Dislikes: People who try to hurt Iris or anyone he's close to, Scientists who try to experiment on him or anyone else without their consent, Injections and Closed spaces
Place of Birth: Chicago
Abilities: They are yet to be discovered but his most prominent ability is his influence on animals.
Wears: a black T-shirt and jeans like a normal person.
History: Used to live in the Chicago 'School' before Iris and the other kids assembled and decided to break out. Ever since then he'd been with Iris and had joined the flock. His parents whereabouts are unknown and he likes to keep it that way.
Race: Unspecified (Contains more avian DNA like the rest of his flock, The product of the avian DNA are his wings)
Weakness: Water. He can't swim and hates water because of a previous test taken in the 'School'. Other than that he can't stand too much telepathic powers used against him.
I really hope this OC is good enough and if you get the time, then guys, please comment. Thanks :-)
Age: 18
Gender: Male
Personality: Teasing and fun but can be a bit distant when he's thinking too much about a problem or is uncomfortable with anyone. He has feelings for Iris but never tells her about them because he knows how oblivious she is when it comes to romance.
Description: Light brown haired, Hazel eyed, Lightly tanned skin and a strong tall body. His Wings are black.
Weapons: Uses anything at his disposal but likes using guns if given the chance. He always carries throwing knives with him along with a silenced pistol hidden in his boot. Uses his martial arts skills if required.
Transportation: His wings (When in air), An Aston Martin Vantage GT3 or a 'Borrowed car'
Likes: Iris, The flock, Flying and Sports
Dislikes: People who try to hurt Iris or anyone he's close to, Scientists who try to experiment on him or anyone else without their consent, Injections and Closed spaces
Place of Birth: Chicago
Abilities: They are yet to be discovered but his most prominent ability is his influence on animals.
Wears: a black T-shirt and jeans like a normal person.
History: Used to live in the Chicago 'School' before Iris and the other kids assembled and decided to break out. Ever since then he'd been with Iris and had joined the flock. His parents whereabouts are unknown and he likes to keep it that way.
Race: Unspecified (Contains more avian DNA like the rest of his flock, The product of the avian DNA are his wings)
Weakness: Water. He can't swim and hates water because of a previous test taken in the 'School'. Other than that he can't stand too much telepathic powers used against him.
I really hope this OC is good enough and if you get the time, then guys, please comment. Thanks :-)
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